Perhaps, life's really unfair.

True friends?

I've yet to have one.  How about you?

I just felt the need to write this down, somewhere, anywhere.

Something is not right, and I have no idea why. I just felt so empty. Suddenly, school matters sooo fucking much to me, in a way that I really want to do well in this semester. I want to get good grades, score damn fucking well for UTs, and also have an overall good impression.

Five modules this semester and they are not that bad after all, besides the fact that there were already words of complaints of the module as well as some of the facis, in which I think is totally unnecessary.

"If you don't care about your grades, but you hate getting Cs and Ds everytime, you can either do something about it or you can just SCREW YOURSELF. In the end, you're the one at the losing end, not the faci, not me. PERIOD." -nurul

ANYWAY, I feel that I'm not doing my best at all in all of the modules. Mainly because I'm easily distracted, with tonnes of things like FACEBOOK!, and of course the people around me too. Well, I'm not saying they are bad influences or what; it's just that these things within the environment, has influenced me alot.

I spent the evening in the library, pondering, clearing my thoughts on certain things while searching for some stuffs,  but all that came out was disappointments, and more disappointments. Worse still, the words came from ______ earlier on kept repeating in my mind, like a tape recorder, with the repeat button on.

I can't sleep in the bus either, and the songs in my mp3 list ain't helping as somehow it sensed that I'm in low spirits, thus playing emo songs after emo songs, again and again though it's on random mode.

I do treasure my life, and I want it to be the best. And that's why I'm going to do something about it. Thanks alot _____, for giving that wonderful short speech that made me realise that things doesn't falls right into place.

Alrightey, that's all.



p/s: and thanks siti ! (:

I'M DOWN WITH THROAT INFECTION
AND HIGH FEVER ! D: 

(gonna miss school for 2 days T.T)

 And my laptop LCD screen is giving problems. HELP! =(

LET ME GIVE YOU A SNEAK PEAK OF
WHAT'S INSIDE MY HEAD NOW =\

AHH yess, its aching like nobody's business now and it's freaking painful laaaaa! I think its because of the rain on last friday. Butbut, I was absolutely alright yesterday, and event got time to go out -.- WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!

Anyhow, I wanted to blog about my new wallet!  ~~~

It's pure blackkk in colour, with pretty red patterns! I bought blackk nail polish toooo! Will post up some pictures when I paint them! :D:D

Actually, I just wanted to boast about my newww wallet, because I don't own a proper wallet till like now? Yeah, I'm not a rich man's daughter, unfortunately. =X

Alrightey, time for your highness to get some precious sleeeep. Byeeeeee :D

 

NURUL IS OFFICIALLY BACK TO SCHOOL! 3 full solid days and counting. All I can say is MAN, it was damn exhausting! Nutrition was alright, except for the fact that Sheema's accent was toooooooooooo strong for us to understand. And I swear, she talks superrrrr slowwww, and draggy.

LAW WAS A KILLER MODULE! =X I wonder how lawyers survived studying this, they must be a whole bunch of geniuses! Well, I just hoped that things will be better in the upcoming weeeeeeks. :D

MANAGEMENT WAS ALRIGHT, except Hilario wasnt as hilarious as what I expected. I think he looked like our very own MOE lor. With the same hairstyle, and the same shiny-ness. oops =X  BUTBUT bald men are HOT OKAY! lol

E54N is okay. Classmates are nice, I supposed. YEAH MAN. :D

Alrightey, have a greaaaatttt weekend dudes and dudettes! 

Today will be the last day of my holidays. It is both sad and happy occasion. Alright,sad because I gotta wake up super early to go to school, and squeeze in the freaking 168 in the early morning. UGHH. And happy because, gonna have new classmates in E54N, with both my two new electives in! YAY-NESS! 

SNEAK PEEK AT MY NEW TIMETABLE ~

AHH, yes. I'll be schooling for the whole week. No more breaks on wednesday. YAY! I mean at least PP stress is over, I guess there won't be anything much to do. I see no harm in going school an extra day to gain some knowledge, rightttt. I know I am. HAHA.

Alrightey, on the very last note before I turn in (note: now its 2323hours!) I found this :

A great picture mann. All I got to do is FOCUS. Focus on the next semester modules, cos I think I've got great facis to facilitate my class. :D A'ssssss here I come!

BYE earthlings(:

HELLOHELLOHELLO! :D

A quick update  ~ Don't worry, I'm still alive and kicking. :D Anyway, I was randomly surfing the net these few days. Mostly about life related issues, current affairs, and gender in/equality too! And I found something interesting, which is the 7 SECRETS TO SUCCESS !

1. Roof said : Aim High.
2. Fan Said : Be cool.
3. Clock Said : Every minute, is precious.
4. Mirror said : Reflect before you act.
5. Window Said : See the world
6. Calender Said : Be up to date.
7. Door Said : Push hard to achieve your goals.

Surprisingly, you don't have to look far, cos the answers are always right there in front of you (:

Alrightey, gotta run! See ya (: